Had Hoped:

I fell in love,

It was stupid move,

I knew it from the start,

He could never change,

But still I hoped

When he became everything

I knew I’d went too far

I should have stopped

It would never work

But still I hoped

There will never be another

I am fine with that

He was a unique flaw in my life

I don't think it's possible to move on

I have accepted that,

Maybe down the road he'll change

I still have hope

Because there was never anyone else

No one made my heart sing.

No one made me smile.

No one made my breath hitch

It was always him,

To deny it would be pointless

But he has ran out of forgiveness

And words no longer mean what they use to

Though my heart sings,

My breath races and my smiles are unavoidable

Around him I am alive

He will never change

He could never relate

Always preferred pushing me away

I could tell when we were getting close

He’d put that smirk on

And say good day

He will always be the one who paid attention.

Can I be okay with that?

I have yet to figure out,

But hear he has hope.